The break-up I am going through right now, takes so much from me. The relationship didn't even last a year, but I put myself into it.
So yes, it takes so much from me.
My ability to trust people.
My ability to trust myself.
It takes away so much trust.
And trust isn't like money. Trust is so fragile, that when you betray it, you will never get it back in one piece.
But then, the break-up also give me something in return. It gives me a choice.
A choice of how I want to handle the hurt I am going through now.
Do I kill myself?
Do I hate?
Do I turn myself into a bitch/slut/whore?
Do I hurt other people?
Or
Do I learn from this and be the better, bigger person?
I don't know, I am still deciding my choice. And when I decide, I will make no apologies for how I choose to repair what you broke, even if that choice will break you.
:)
