I figured it out.
Why it hurts so much.
Because you took my ability to be a trusting person,
and that is what I love most about me.
You took away what makes me, me.
I am trusting, too trusting.
And look at what you did to the trust I put in you.
Look at what you did to the trust everyone put in you.
Untrustworthy and irresponsible,
you are.
For now, this is on you.